Gay – Germanic New Medicine Testimonial

Gay is not caused by genetics or upbringing, it is a territorial constellation.

It’s time for me to write down my experience. My deepest thanks go to Dr. Hamer, the discoverer of the Five Biological Laws, and even more so as the unwavering, incorruptible guardian of this knowledge. I also thank Helmut Pilhar and his family, who have tirelessly spread Germanic Healing Knowledge (Germanische Heilkunde®) to this day.
The topic I dedicate my following experience to is the cerebral cortex ectodermal territorial conflicts, using homosexuality as an example.
In my late youth, I firmly decided—and even proclaimed—that my life’s goal was to have my own family: a wife and children. Without much effort (meaning I had no prior relationships with girls before my first wife), this wish came true. At 26, I married, and over the next four years, three little girls joined our family.
Today, since engaging with Germanische Heilkunde, I understand that this decision in my youth arose from a protective stance—though I must explicitly state that I have never regretted it or wished to erase that time. It is part of my life. We lived for 17 years in an orderly, proper family structure: self-employed work, my wife could stay home with the children for ten years, our own house, loving friends.
Only one point never felt fully satisfying: our sex life. This became especially evident in the last four years of our marriage, leading to frequent (though pleasant and honest) discussions. I wanted more, she wanted less—not just quantitatively, but qualitatively, if that makes sense.
Since studying Germanische Heilkunde, particularly psychoses, I’ve realized that due to specific territorial conflicts, I am cerebrally gay. This awareness also made me recognize—something I can now trace back to many childhood and adolescent events—that my subconscious had always known this.
Back then (even more than today), it was “typical” to deny or suppress such feelings. As a teenager, I repressed my same-sex attraction, which culminated in my decision to start a family. This realization later entered our discussions about our sex life, though I still resisted acting on my homosexuality due to societal pressure. I held onto my marriage, refusing the “free pass” my wife offered me to seek sex elsewhere.
I also now understand why my wife wanted less sex—another constellation-related issue, though that’s not the focus here.
Eventually, the inevitable happened: I met someone who gave me the affection I had longed for for years. Honest as always, I told my wife I had met a man. A week later, understandably, she asked for a divorce. After two years, we parted amicably, and I found a partner to grow old with—we’ve now been happily together for 19 months.
Even during my first friendship with a man (I didn’t want to be alone), I rationally tried seeking a woman again. But as in my youth, I couldn’t. Finally, it “clicked”: I consciously sought a male life partner—and succeeded.

Insights & Connections to Germanische Heilkunde (Cerebral Cortex)

My wife and I had previously sent brain CTs to Dr. Hamer, seeking answers about our sexual issues. Here, I’ll focus only on my cerebral constellation (I’m right-handed).
As a child, my brother and I had the best playground in town: a huge fenced factory area with parks, woods, a creek, a pond, meadows, and old sheds—a boy’s paradise. We lived right there. A year before my brother started school, my mother decided to send us to kindergarten (I was four). After a few days, we wet the bed again. Our wise old family doctor found no physical cause but asked about routine changes. Upon hearing about kindergarten, he insisted we be taken out immediately. The bedwetting stopped—territorial marking.
But what was far more severe (though not perceptible then): I suffered a territorial loss conflict. Even after my mother pulled us out, Dr. Hamer noted I had lost trust in her—and indeed, never regained it. Thus, my right brain hemisphere (cerebral cortex) closed. I was oedipal gay.
This manifested in grade school—I preferred playing with (older) girls rather than boys. That I didn’t become overly effeminate was likely due to my mother’s dominance and upbringing.
Despite being small and skinny, my coronary artery ulcers gave me so much energy that I could even defend my older brother. I once beat up older classmates who bullied him.
In high school, I still surrounded myself with girls, though I wasn’t the “feminine type”—because I was the Oedipus. I was cerebrally castrated but still attracted to women—older women, which later unconsciously aligned with my wife (seven years my senior).
Yet, I could never “hit on” a girl. Back then, I thought I was just shy. Now I know it was my mother’s dominance: “Don’t you dare bring a girlfriend home before finishing school!” This dominance also caused me bite conflicts (not being allowed to “bite back” at her). My left molars have been filled since youth.
At 16 or 17, I got in a constellation: a left-cerebral territorial anger conflict (identity) with my brother (again, involving my mother). Until then, I was balanced—afterward, manic. This second conflict was worse than the first.

My mania expresses as:

• Near-constant good mood
• Extremely positive outlook
• Ability to work like a horse
• Standing firm against opponents (real or perceived)

The first conflict (age 4) likely hit not just the coronary artery relay but also the stomach relay (right-cerebral). Since the second conflict, I’ve had bouts of rage (bio-manic constellation) and childhood stomach cramps (smaller curvature).

Final Appeal to Two Reader Groups:

1. Parents (Especially Mothers):
• Be fully aware of your responsibility toward your children—starting in the womb.
• Homosexuality is rarely genetic; it’s usually upbringing.
• A child belongs with the mother—not in daycare or kindergarten (especially before age 10).
• School enrollment also carries high territorial conflict potential.
• Environment shapes conflict susceptibility—the closest environment is family (mother & father).
2. Boys/Men Who Feel “Different”:
• You don’t have to live homosexually just because you’re cerebrally gay—but don’t hide behind a facade.
• Living a lie leads to lifelong unhappiness.
• Today, being openly gay is no longer taboo (e.g., media representation).
• Live openly and authentically—the freer you are, the easier it is.

Since moving in with my partner, neighbors, clients, and his employer have known—no hostility. My ex-wife and children have accepted it effortlessly; they know and like my partner.
Understanding Germanische Heilkunde—that homosexuality is natural (for pack cohesion)—has freed me. No one needs to hide behind societal constraints. Gay people belong in society—we just need to own it.
Best wishes to all readers,
M. S.

Note from H. Pilhar:

I’m glad the author found his path. It takes courage to leave familiar roads and forge new ones. Thank you for this honest account.
In nature, one alpha male ensures reproduction—the rest are cerebrally castrated and submit. Dr. Hamer stated that “being gay is normal; being straight is the exception.”
Today, alpha individuals are rare. As the author notes, early mother-child separation is a major risk factor. Behavioral research confirms that early separation causes behavioral issues in young animals.
Gender mainstreaming (early sexualization of children) not only feminizes boys and masculinizes girls but also causes multiple territorial conflicts, halting maturation. In short: Gender mainstreaming systematically produces ADHD (manic) and ADD (depressive) children.
Parents, heed this warning. We’ve become so instinct-blind that we no longer protect our own children.